Wednesday, March 5, 2008
I still remember the day when I stepped into the doctor’s office to collect my results from the tests I had done due to the problems I had with my memory, coordination and sight. I also suffered from insomnia and depression. My friends and family couldn’t stand my personality and behavioral changes and they advised me to seek medical help.
When the doctor told me I had contracted BSE or VCJD, I just broke down and cried. My heart broke even more when he said that no cure has been found so far. This means that I'll die:( Although the incubation may be years, but the doctor told me that my brain can deteriorate within a year.
Now its been 4 months since the symptoms have started showing. I have started to develop dementia and involuntary, irregular jerking movements. I am very scared now as in the final stage, i will lose all my mental and physical functions. I will then slip into a coma, and eventually die. The course of the disease usually takes one year.
I am really very scared and i do not want to die. All I can do now is to pray hard everyday that the researchers will find a cure soon.
Posted by: Joylynn Ng
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